I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I just wna be where Gwen is.
I wna be with Gwen.
I miss you Gwen.
So very much.
It's been 13 years.
& it's safe to say I'm jealous.
I know you'd smack me for saying this,
'cause you'd take my position any day,
but I really am jealous.
I don't care where we are or where we'll be.
Right now all I know is that I really want to be with you,
be beside you.
Is it too selfish for me to ask for another hug.
I'm sorry for all the times I made you cry.
But you always break the hearts of the ones you love.
I love you Gwen.
So very much.
Always have and always will.
You're my first and will forever be.
Please know that and never forget that.
xoxo,
Simaling
